Cocktails and crises...

So it is about time I gave you all another entry in my blog... I apologise for the couple of days away, but I have had almost too much on my mind to write anything coherent, though having said that, I am not promising anything particularly coherent now either...

It has been a strange few days at work, but all in all I am still happy there, and whether or not I get the promotion I am looking for I am likely to stay, as I like the people that I work with, like the clientele and get on relatively well with the boss, which, let's face it, is a rarity... Having said all that, at the moment the whole place is beyond ridiculous, with one person leaving, one on sick-leave, which we are all more or less convinced, is fake, one who has been there a week and is not sure he wants to stay and then me. Anyway it is all a bit messy and so I am not planning on putting too much into it; I show up I do my job and basta!


So, the crisis isn't really work related, so what is it... Well it is family related, and I am not going to go into any details here, especially as I cannot do anything about it, which is of course frustrating but not unusual. I just hope it dissipates on its own, as a bad odour might....

Why cocktails I hear you ask...? Well, quite simply because I like this picture and I feel like going for them, I just wish I knew when I might be able to... Work is rather inhibiting when it comes to going out in the evening for cocktails...

The other crisis, is one that I am at liberty to discuss and it is more or less annual... my birthday, which, for any of you wanting to get me a gift occurs on the 23rd of this month... Why the crisis, well, this year I turn 27, which is not that old, but I feel like I should have done more with my life and certainly should be earning more money and should be able to support my dear F without her having to worry about where we are going to get the money for various things for the wedding or whether or not we can afford this or that... The long and short of it is that now I finally have some responsibility I don't feel that I am living up to the expectations that I set for myself and don't feel that I am, well I suppose the word is, responsible... So, enough rambling, I hope to go for a cocktail or two soon, and it will probably be at Au Caveau Montpensier, rue Montpensier, 75001 Paris, near metro Palais Royal for any of you who want to come join me to discuss my crises and have a cocktail... Maybe Thursday? The day before my birthday, what do you think? Anyway...

Thanks for putting up with the rambling,

until next time dahlings, that was me...